Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 87-88 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:17:12
As a person living with borderline personality disorder (BPD), you alone know what pain you feel inside. You struggle in your ability to handle issues as you find that many things are out of your control.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 91-92 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:17:46
Are they truly being careful not to hurt your feelings because they love you or because they just think you are trouble?
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 122-123 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:21:06
A part of you knows you are doing things the wrong way, yet you find you are unable to stop yourself.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 126-127 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:22:21
Then you become desperate. You decide to take drastic actions and blackmail them into staying. What better way to do that than to claim you were going to hurt yourself?
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 133-134 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:23:07
For people who do not have BPD, all they see in you is a dysfunctional person, who by the way they have analyzed, researched and written documents upon documents on.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 135-136 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:23:34
you only need to have five out of these nine symptoms to be classified as BPD, which means, you only need to get 56% and you would have crossed the pass mark for being qualified to be called a BPD.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 151-152 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:31:08
struggling with borderline personality disorder can be likened or compared to a continuous war inside one’s head like a big roller coaster that never ends.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 154-156 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:31:42
three major forms of emotions; shame, guilt, and anger as they take turn to control how you act and react to issues. They influence all your impulsive and non-impulsive actions.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 157-158 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:32:02
Despite your best efforts to change, yet every day you wake up, you are never sure of what kinds of triggers to expect during the day.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 162-163 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:32:49
The life of a BPD is a lonely one because by now you would have unintentionally pushed all those who would have loved you away, so that you feel isolated and rejected, which is probably one of the worst feeling a BPD can have.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 168-169 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:33:27
you are never sure what side of you is coming next and why.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 172-174 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:34:19
This stress is compounded with the fact that you are never sure of what you are going to do during the day, even if you have a carefully planned calendar and a schedule of things to do, you are never sure if you are going to cancel any of those plans at the last minute.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 174-175 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:34:37
When you finally muster up the energy to get up in the morning, nothing can describe the pathetic emotion you feel inside. You
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 176-178 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:34:58
Then you beat yourself for beating yourself up despite promising yourself not to do it again and then the vicious cycle goes on and on with an unstoppable force that you are never going to win.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 181-182 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:35:35
As soon as you get out of the house, you immediately begin looking like a fish out of water, completely overwhelmed being amidst people.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 178-179 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:35:55
As part of the process of getting ready after managing to get up from the bed, you prepare mentally for having to leave the safety nest of your home and end up spending hours getting dressed,
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 182-183 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:36:14
Seeing that other people can get on easily with their life and function normally when you have all these racing thoughts and feelings fighting for a place in your head does not make it any easier.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 194-197 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:37:47
Through those moments of emotional chaos, whether it is the issue of missing a day or facing a breakup, your brain interprets it the same way and produces the same reaction, which always frightens other people who do not understand what is happening.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 199-200 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:38:13
Your difficulty in regulating your emotions will always mean you are unable to control your impulses and experience chronic feelings of emptiness.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 223-224 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:40:09
Okay, the truth is, you are not distracted enough as you check your phone repeatedly trying to put the rapidly developing anxiety under control.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 227-227 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:41:02
then you experience a drastic change in mood,
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 242-243 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:42:44
You see your life as a complete wretch without him, with no life, no friends, no passion, no hobbies, and your life is dependent on him.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 258-260 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:43:56
And then it all starts coming back. You are pondering why you are stuck in life, why the heck you are still alone, how come you are getting so old so quickly?
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 279-279 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:45:52
It is worse if you are pre menstruating, you get depressed, nauseating and even suicidal.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 292-294 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:47:15
and wish there was a way to relieve the emotional pain you feel, the pain can be so bad that you try to replace it with a physical pain and so you end up cutting yourself or even pulling your hair out.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 298-298 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:48:08
On a good day, you are in unusually high sprit, chanting, singing and playful.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 360-361 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:52:42
You are fortunate, contented and live a happy life, but your facial expressions always seem to tell a different story.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 409-410 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:56:32
Even though logically you understand, your emotions nonetheless take the better of you as you begin to lose control. The
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 424-424 | Adicionado: domingo, 29 de dezembro de 2019 00:57:55
You expend a significant part of your time staring at the ceiling, tossing from one side of the bed to the other.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 433-434 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:38:09
At times you are full of energy like a hyperactive child, yet the very next day you could be all moody and want to have nothing to do with anyone.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 478-480 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:41:50
you find you are back in love again with the bad feelings disappearing as quickly as it had come.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 543-544 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:46:29
As a teenager with BPD, it is hard to tell if your strong reactions to issues are as a result of just being a shitty teenager or if your feelings justify why you act the way you do.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 544-546 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:46:43
somehow, you always know there was something about how different from the others your reaction was to issues.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 551-552 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:47:22
frequent moment of highs, really highs, lows and really lows with some of these changes happening within minutes of each other.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 565-566 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:48:37
One critical component of BPD is that things are either very dark or they are very white, to find gray areas, you have to work really hard.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 569-570 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:49:00
you are flipping in and out of paranoia, and on some of such flips, you would believe you hate the person.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 570-572 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:49:18
you have sabotaged many great relationships because your partner is unable to decipher whether the moments in which you adore them are stronger than those moments where you hate them.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 592-593 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:50:51
you now have difficulty knowing when to trust your brain’s interpretation of a situation and how you should respond to it appropriately.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 593-594 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:50:59
You are no longer certain if it is you been paranoia of what somebody else did was as hurtful as you have interpreted it to
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 611-612 | Adicionado: segunda-feira, 30 de dezembro de 2019 14:52:28
You are no longer able to distinguish between the real aspects of your feelings from when you are just overreacting. You become constantly at war with yourself if you are justified over situations you are agitated about.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 683-684 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:07:14
You are either completely depressed when depressed and very happy when you are happy. In
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 682-682 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:07:24
The duplicity of the emotions of a borderline personality is what puzzles a lot of people.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 686-689 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:08:53
you are not always able to recognize the things that get you depressed, but you know that the feeling is not pleasant because it leaves you broken with no reason to go on. The feeling can be so severe that it would seem like sinking into the deepest pit imaginable and leave you hanging on just your previous experience of knowing it would pass like others before it.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 689-691 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:09:07
your experience on the flip side is such an intense one; the joy, happiness, love, all cumulate into an experience that you wish will never come to an end.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 693-695 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:09:36
You can feel absolutely nothing for them at one moment, and the next moment is filled with more than 20 emotions at once, leaving you physically and emotionally drained.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 705-707 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:11:27
you will consistently have to deal with your default negative emotions. Not many people can understand how highly active your brain becomes and over-analyzed situations with the resultant outcome being only the most pessimistic scenario.
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Lonely Road: Life on the Borderline and Inside the Head of a Borderline Personality Disorder, the Daily Crazy Life of a Person, Learning From the Experiences of People Who Have Walked the Same Route (B., Linsy)
- Seu destaque ou posição 727-727 | Adicionado: terça-feira, 31 de dezembro de 2019 00:13:51
You wonder if the feeling of being lonely yet not able to interact with other people is not being insane.
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